Wandering Wednesday
Sometimes the smallest details in an album's artwork invite the biggest questions.
If you've looked closely at the cover of Brinker James' Wooden Shield, you may have noticed a traditional set of two-pan balance scales tucked among the fallen leaves near the bottom right corner. They're easy to miss in the full painting. But they were one of the images Ben Saunders and Andrew Glaser specifically envisioned for the artwork. My job was to take their ideas and bring them to life.
Scales can represent many things: Justice, Fairness, Truth, Health, trade, harmony, and the balance we try to maintain in our lives. When I painted them, I knew they were connected to "Grand Exchange", a song about destructive habits and temptation. But I didn't yet understand all the layers of the song. In fact, some of its lyrics sent my imagination in completely different directions. The lines:
Turn me to a dancer,
Turn me to a story,
Turn me to a madman,
You taste like prayers that tell me it's all been for me.
I found myself wondering what they meant. Were they about Grace, Love, recklessness, or something else entirely? Their abstract quality reminded me of the way some Nirvana lyrics could leave you searching for meaning without necessarily giving you an answer.
Other parts of the song brought back memories of visiting an old family-owned hardware store with my Grandfather in Western Michigan. The older men knew each other, traded jokes, and had a way of speaking that carried the humor and wisdom of another generation. The characters in "Grand Exchange" brought that world back to me. Then the song takes a turn"
The boy believes: he thinks that the sunrise is his.
The clerk replies, should it not be?
Right then I started to burn
The churning, And then they all melted away.
That sunrise initially struck me as something hopeful. A new beginning. The idea that youth and possibility belong to us. But the sudden burning and disappearance of the characters changed everything. Was I hearing the loss of innocence? Grief? Something more unsettling? I wasn't sure.
Even the final appearance of a priest who could not help raised another question for me about where we find Truth, guidance, and meaning when the things we believe in fail us. I eventually learned much more about Ben's personal inspiration for the song, but I don't think that necessarily takes away from the questions it raises. In some ways, it adds another layer.
That's one of the things I enjoy about creating artwork for music. The musicians bring their ideas, experiences, and intentions. I interpret those ideas visually, bringing my own memories and imagination into the process. And then listeners and viewers bring their own experiences to both. The scales are a small detail in a much larger painting, but perhaps that's fitting. We spend so much of life weighing decisions, searching for purpose, and trying to understand what matters most.
When you look at the scales, what do they represent to you?
Listen to the full song at:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/575F4TQMu4CkKH5GqLqgC8
Apple Music: https://music.apple.com/us/song/grand-exchange/6795075059
Amazon Music: https://music.amazon.com/tracks/B0HBQL6JZV
Deezer: https://link.deezer.com/s/34OqE3SDXtILmEnRMTtk9
Pandora: https://www.pandora.com/artist/credits/brinker-james/wooden-shield/grand-exchange/TRkvPkZdq95mXrm
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